A smock for her, (free pdf pattern at Mayfly)
and an apron for him,
Floyd needed an apron for school so of course instead of just going out and buying one I decided to make one. It took a long, long time. But I do like it.
We had our first parent-teacher conference recently and it reminded me that I was so nervous when Floyd started school. All the usual anxieties...will he like it ? will they love him ? will he be happy ? will they teach him the things I want him to learn and not the things I don't ? And I have to say I am utterly relieved to find they do all these wonderful things and more. We are lucky enough to have found a very progressive school with fantastic teachers and the most nurturing, calm, cozy and intellectual stimulating environment. He is so happy there and it feels me with joy. But sometimes when I read blogs like this one and this one I pause and wonder what it would be like to home-school. I honestly don't think it would suit us as a family but I love the idea.
This time of year always sets me to reflect about how we ended up here and how long this chapter of our lives will be. I love it here, I am so happy to be able to be at home with my kids while they are so little. Being here allows me to do that but sometimes I wonder.....
I have moved 27 times in 35 years lived in, lived in 4 countries and 3 continents. Crazy huh ? I am tired of moving but I am not sure I want to stay here forever either. I wonder if I will always feel a little displaced and if it is possible to have everything you want in one place - family, friends, great job, beautiful location...I am guessing probably not but I wonder how close we can come ?
I must admit to feeling envious of people who have always lived in the same area for most of their lives. There is, I think, a certain sense of security that comes with that...also a lot less moving boxes.